Dawn

When I was in college, Justin and I use to talk about how we would be getting engaged around 23,24 and starting our families and the future was so exciting. Now here I am.
Brandy and I talked about the M word. We both have so much love comming out of our pours for each other that its hard to not just blurt it out. However, we decided we need to take a few more steps in our relationships before we go there. We should live together without a roommate. We should live together for at least as long as we were togehter when we moved in together..thats actually not that far away... we should get our financial lives more in order... grownup stuff like that.
We are on the same health insurance through my work now... we have to prove we are bascialy married in order to keep it. lol. oh the irony.

I could marry her. the part of me that is not tethered to the ground, that jumps...could marry her.
But I want to take this more seriously.
When I get married, I want it to be forever.
So for now... I am going to tie my kite to a tree and grow up.

I hope one day I will be able to afford to live with just Brandy but right now its just not possible. I cant even afford to drive to see Chris or Germi or my parents...
One day I will have grownup money right?